Dear Reader-
After discussing the 6 P's in the previous post. What, you don't know the 6 P's? Proper Planning Prevents Piss Poor Performance.
Moving on.........
Due to popular demand I feel I need to clear some things up for some folks. As you know I did not get accepted into the school program I wanted. That really was supposed to be the icing on moving to Utah. I had so much wrapped up into the school thing though that I am kinda off track now.
Sooooooo, here we are today. People have been asking me "what next" so I'm gonna break it down for ya.
I have kiddos from a previous marriage living up in Utah. Once I left living Arizona I was able to live fairly close to them and had for years. Then in 2005 when I was in the hospital and getting another surgery beat-down they moved to Utah. I ended up moving to San Diego. So the separation began.
Now years later I really really really want to be living back near them. But you can't move without "stuff".
So to move, some things need to happen.
1. Dr. D gets a job that is a lateral move pay-wise. (the U job was not even close & it is still in discussion as to whether it is a real position)
2. I would need to get into PA school. I've already been rejected.
3. I would need to get a decent job up in Utah. (One of the EH&S jobs I applied for)
4. The property management company would have to say we could get an amount for rent that makes it easy to subsidise the remainder of a mortgage on a lower Utah salary.
None of these things have happened. I still really really want to relocate and be closer to my kids. But it is totally not working out how I planned. I mean, really the worst case is staying in SD and everything stays the same as it is now. I have applied for some jobs here in SD. Wherever I get a job I will be happy, here or there.
I'm lost, but I haven't stopped walking. I still know where I wanna go, just gotta find a way to get there. If ya know what I mean.......
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So sorry, it will get better. I will throw some prayers your way. Don't know if this helps, but, whatever works, right?. Thought I would throw this out to ya.
ReplyDeleteI found this awesome passage in Philippians that says when the days are dark and clouded by worry and you cry out to God remember "The Lord is near" "Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." I love that!,now... when worries arises,as they often do, I quietly whisper "The Lord is near, the Lord is near.