To Whom It May Concern

Dear Reader-

After discussing the 6 P's in the previous post. What, you don't know the 6 P's? Proper Planning Prevents Piss Poor Performance.
Moving on.........

Due to popular demand I feel I need to clear some things up for some folks. As you know I did not get accepted into the school program I wanted. That really was supposed to be the icing on moving to Utah. I had so much wrapped up into the school thing though that I am kinda off track now.

Sooooooo, here we are today. People have been asking me "what next" so I'm gonna break it down for ya.

I have kiddos from a previous marriage living up in Utah. Once I left living Arizona I was able to live fairly close to them and had for years. Then in 2005 when I was in the hospital and getting another surgery beat-down they moved to Utah. I ended up moving to San Diego. So the separation began.

Now years later I really really really want to be living back near them. But you can't move without "stuff".

So to move, some things need to happen.
1. Dr. D gets a job that is a lateral move pay-wise. (the U job was not even close & it is still in discussion as to whether it is a real position)
2. I would need to get into PA school. I've already been rejected.
3. I would need to get a decent job up in Utah. (One of the EH&S jobs I applied for)
4. The property management company would have to say we could get an amount for rent that makes it easy to subsidise the remainder of a mortgage on a lower Utah salary.

None of these things have happened. I still really really want to relocate and be closer to my kids. But it is totally not working out how I planned. I mean, really the worst case is staying in SD and everything stays the same as it is now. I have applied for some jobs here in SD. Wherever I get a job I will be happy, here or there.

I'm lost, but I haven't stopped walking. I still know where I wanna go, just gotta find a way to get there. If ya know what I mean.......