Through my life there have been things I wanted to change about my physical self.
First I wanted clear skin. Eventually I got it with enough time, medication and luck.
Then I wanted to be taller. That is just never gonna happen.
One time I even really really wanted my bottom ribs removed so I would be thinner in my midsection.
For a while I wanted to be bigger. With getting healthy now I can eat enough and work out enough to carry enough muscle to look good and do what I want. For my size.
The past couple years though the one thing I wish I could blink and have be perfect was my teeth. I hate my teeth. I have constant nightmares about a mouth full of crumbly, broken, rotten and painful teeth. Horrible.
Well tonight one of my teeth broke off at the gumline!!!!! Freak! My nightmare come true. I just was tired of my teeth being a little crooked and not perfectly gleaming white. Now I have a tooth that decided to make me even more neurotic about my mouth and requiring thousands of dollars to "fix".
I am not happy and I have a 'whole' broken tooth in my pocket to prove it.
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That sucks! Are you getting an implant? I have a baby tooth still, with no adult under it, and will have to get an implant when it falls out. Hopefully that will be never, but who knows.
ReplyDeletei am going to the dentist tomorrow. i am pretty sure it is going to be an extraction followed by an implant.
ReplyDeletei feel soooo ghetto and white trash by having tooth problems. just seems like a poor prognostication of health.
That sounds super painful.
ReplyDeleteThat sounds super painful.
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