1-i'm not happy about not being able to do jiu jitsu for 4 months now. everyone is getting better than me. i haven't even been able to do minimal exercise so it's not like i'm even fit and not rolling.
2-i've missed out and not gotten like 3 jobs in a row now.
3-middle of the night ostomy bag leaks and dealing with my prolapsed stoma are really starting to drag.
4-it seems like the women in my family have an issue with having brain tumors.
5-i've been having a hard time focusing on the positive things. it just seems like somethings are pointless. and that makes me want to give up.
BUT I AM NOT GOING TO
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The housekeeper said today I look like a gangster or mafioso. Do you agree? So I posted on FB a picture of my agility ladder and talked a... -
Sometimes I wonder if my failing physical body is a reflection on some emotional, spiritual or intelectual failing in an other aspect of my ...
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the bad: it rained today. both lab tech and home health nurse are hours late. i'm glad they called. my ostomy bag came loose this mornin...
Hey Rowdy! We miss you. I am sending good thoughts your way...;)
ReplyDeleteThat's the Rowdy I know - keep it up. We're praying for you.
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