All I wanted was a Pepsi (massage)!!

I feel like an angry, petulant child right now. I slept horribly last night due to all the different stuff I watched right before bed that gave me horrible dreams and had me wake up skitish.

Then there was nothing but juice to drink for breakfast, and to get that I still had to go to the store this morning. Like the candy bar commercial, you're not yourself when you're hungry. So off to a good start.

I felt I needed it so I booked a 1pm massage today. Right at the last second, 1228 as I'm leaving to go to it, they call and tell me they are having plumbing issues in their building and I will be delayed an hour.

Part of my waiting I went to the beach for like 3 minutes to take pictures, but wading out and looking through the lens I didn't pay attention and got totally soaked in the just regular shorts I was wearing. RAWR, that is frustrating.

My plan was to go eat afterwards. You can't eat and then get a massage, it just doesn't work. So now I'm looking at lunch of 3pm. Well they kept pushing me back until at 3pm I said 'screw it' and it wasn't worth it to me.

So in the mean time I couldn't really do anything, as they expected to get me in, "any second". I'm angry 'cause I wasted almost a whole day. 4 waking hours of it. With no food, no massage. And 'cause I was waiting on someone else, which I ABSOLUTELY despise I wasn't able to do anything else.

No lunch with super d, nothing to do at the beach while waiting, no meeting friends at their lunch, not getting the massage I wanted in the first place. Which leads me now to wanting to smash dishes, kick small dogs and just generally tear stuff up. And since there is no food in the house I want at all the feeling is growing exponentially. And after wasting my time all day out and about for nothing, I don't want to go back out now that I'm home.

Basically I'm feeling miserable and soo angry my stomach is hurting from that feeling, as well as the lack of food.