11th Dimension

I now know another dimension of heartache. I think I'm going to learn them all in this life. And in that, I am not unique. Which gives me comfort, strangely. Everyone has sorrow. Sadness. Loss. Emptiness.

This song. plays constantly in my head right now.....

These lyrics jump out at me initially "your faith has got to be greater than your fear" and "forgive them, even if they are not sorry" For a euro pop song, very poignant.

I feel similar to these times;
-the first time someone I cared for told me the hated me
-the first time I got divorced
-the one time I've been fired from a job
-when a girlfriend told me "you have no idea how many times I cheated on you"
-when I had to have surgery with no health insurance my last year of college with the strong possibility of not graduating
-facing one of my friends after being the reason he was arrested
-being in the hospital and having J,K,M move far away from me
-when I left for Iraq
-when I woke up with my guts outside of my body and a bag hanging off me to collect it
-getting the first contact from my biological father