Newosis Neurosis

When you get malaria it never goes away. You can have bouts of it years and years after first contracting it. The same goes for a disease I suffer from, Newosis.

Newosis is a powerful brain and mood disorder where you're frustrated and disconsolate until you've either done or acquired something new in your life. Normally it takes a fairly large dose of new to put it into remission.

I'm feeling an onset of it, probably a strong case.