Duality of Man

with the last post I still can hold other opinions about my day to day life. One thought that has been recently occurring to me over and over is, "Is this what you'd be doing today if you'd just gotten out of the hospital?" By that I mean, there have been months where I couldn't eat, leave my house or even my bed.

I remember the desire I had soo strongly back then to get back to jiu jitsu, that's what kept me moving. While I no longer do bjj any more I like to think what am doing each day to make hospital bed-bound me think I'm making something of the day.

Carpe diem and all that.