I feel like...

I feel like when I look at myself or others look at me the way you would fat Val Kilmer. You look at him and think to yourself, "man, you used to be awesome. what happened?"

I just feel weak, uninspired, tired, unattractive and that I've got nothing going on...

I know these feelings are temporary and possibly not justified, but I feel them none the less. Maybe when my house situation reaches some sort of equilibrium I'll feel better....

I'd like to train, to exercise, to recreate, to work, to load, to feel healthy and to finish packing.