Thursday, August 15, 2013

C C C C Change!!

I don't just crave change, I need it. It is a hardwired, biological, unrelenting force in me. What's the difference between a rut and a grave? Jut the size of the hole.

So as I sit here going nutso, waiting for UPS and FedEx I'm trying to get my frenetic side under control. The side that wants to buy a mascot costume, light it on fire and run and jump off a cliff into the ocean just for fun. Let just my rowdy-ness out! It's so bad, my change impulse, that I painted my toes.

With that I'm trying to positively focus on some future changes. Silly or good.

1. I'm growing a beard. Which is a change. But now that I have it, I want to shave it off. For some quick and easy change. What to do, what to do.... I'll probably try to make it through the first week of classes (see below) and then shave it off.


2. Classes. I signed up for a simple math class and a digital imaging class at Mesa College. They start next Tuesday. As most of you know, I haven't had anything required of me for a looooooong time. As my job search has been a failure on par with reasonable mass transit in the US, I'm pinning a lot of my hopes for having a good week on what happens at school. Yes, I know I already graduated from college and these classes are just for the fun of it. But I need something, other people, responsibility and out of the house!!

3. Motorcycles. I've decided to spend one Saturday a month riding my dirt bike. Get out of San Diego, go explore, be physical. Just do something different. Not sure of the exact start of this, but this fall for a certainty.


I still need a change in my workout, physical activity. Bootcamp has been great, but it's kinda boring now after 7 months. I still desire some sort of physical appearance change. If my being a semi-professional shooter doesn't turn into anything by the end of this year, that's gonna have to get toned down as it's just too expensive a thing for what I get out of it.

Where is my daily personal satisfaction dang it!?!?!?!? I just gotta make it one week till some of this stuff kicks in, then we'll see how I feel. New. New. New.

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