It's going to be an itchy weekend....

I'm a Gemini. I have a strong duality naturally. And right now I feel like such a drug addict and drug dealer. I'm counting my stash, figuring out just how I can use it and when. Rationing. Planning.

I'm trolling the internet, trying to find a hook up. Texting people I don't know and meeting them in a parking lot. Comparing the goods. Arguing on price. Some furtive looks over my shoulder and the deal is done.

And having been out of town, I got some new stuff. Stuff people here don't have. Not only do I buy and use, I also sell. Always trying to make it be to my advantage. The same deal, parking lot meetings with strangers and strings of text messages with numbers not in my phone book.

All for my habit. All for competition.



**for clarification, there is no commercially available 9mm ammo for sale right now. so i am reduced to buying from private parties to have enough ammunition to shoot and practice. thus the odd parallel between the drug trade and what i have to go through to continue in my chosen sport**