just driving along the 8 at night, taking cell phone pics

doctor appointment in december 2010, magazine from 1999...what?!?!?!
winning at dave and busters
it was mine, all mine!
I don't feel this way, but I can see the humor in it
now that's a trail sign i like to see!

1-i'm not happy about not being able to do jiu jitsu for 4 months now. everyone is getting better than me. i haven't even been able to do minimal exercise so it's not like i'm even fit and not rolling.

2-i've missed out and not gotten like 3 jobs in a row now.

3-middle of the night ostomy bag leaks and dealing with my prolapsed stoma are really starting to drag.

4-it seems like the women in my family have an issue with having brain tumors.

5-i've been having a hard time focusing on the positive things. it just seems like somethings are pointless. and that makes me want to give up.

BUT I AM NOT GOING TO

Hyperalimentation

Hyperalimentation, just a fancy way for saying you are stuffing your cake hole in a way that would make Sarah Lee and Little Debbie proud. Oh, and your eventual lap-band or bypass surgeon as well.

Me, I am getting 100% of my nutritional needs being met with my TPN aaaand I'm eating food by mouth.

Hyperalimentation.

I now weigh about 134 pounds consistently every morning and have for the past 4 days.

Don't hate. Be happy.

mohawk 6 yes, 3 no.

So guess what, you voted for it and I did it!! Here ya go, from all angles. Glory in the red haired awesomeness of my fiery 'hawk!!





So, what should the next 'rowdy' poll be???????

typical rowdy Rowdy awesomeness

a text i recently received. recently like 30 minutes ago....

"can you guys bounce out of the lot and way out of the area!!!! our crooks think ur cops!!!!! we r trying to catch these guys....."

So I requested information today for an online program that would result in a Masters of Diplomacy focused on International Terrorism.

It can be completed in 18-24 months. Hmmm.......

In other news I am having a considerable number of appointments in the next two weeks in preparation of my surgery.

And I've almost finished my whole big container of fortune cookies!!

tis the season....

April through October is beach season in SD while November through March is desert season. Not being able to ride my motorcycle right now I settled on a hike.

Killer and Maximum were sleeping so it was just me and Monkey. She liked me sliding the truck around and was great conversation for the drive. She takes pretty great pictures as well.

The memorial placards are from an overlook off of the Sunrise Highway looking into the Anza Borego Desert. It looks to be a popular spot for hang gliding. And spreading ashes.

PHOTOS!! The full set of them can be seen on my FB page if you want to see all the awesome shots.